LA OG
5/31/2016
Full disclaimer: I used a O pen (vapepen) and am a first time user, trying to help my insomnia. Took about 4 good hits to try and go to sleep, big mistake! Once I got in bed and closed my eyes my reality became a prison of infinite self referential evaluation. I literally thought I would lose my mind. For brief movements I could get a handle on reality, but only the smallest foot hold. It was like being forced to mentally render not only this universe but ever parallel quantum alternate spin off of this universe. Whats worse, I could not stop thinking about the thoughts of others thinking about my thoughts and what they would imagine or write. In the end I came away with this image of a fractal multidimensional representation of the universe and where I fell in it. The only thing that helped me at all, was when I had the mental strength to open my eyes. Needles to say, I don't understand why anyone would use this stuff. As a result of this terrible experience I no longer fear death.