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First off I would like to say that I am writing this high and everything is extremely and agonizingly slow to me. Yet I still made myself create an account on here for the sole purpose of saying this messed me up big time. This being my first time using marijuana in any form, perhaps this was a dumb choice as my first weed type (?) but whatever. I was with a guy friend I’d only hung out with once before. As soon as I was fully high I was 100% paranoid he was going to sexually assault me, and then I was anxious I was acting weird so I’d try my hardest to act normal. It’s hell. I haven’t felt this anxious and self-concious in a long time.