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At the end of a very stressful day, I tried blueberry muffin for the first time. my first impression was "damn, this tastes like incense lol" but it's nice. The taste and scent reminds me of something specific but I can't recall what it was. something like a forgotten memory and you're in your spiritual grandma's attic space. That's what it's like tasting BBM. Smelling it from the cart, it smells like blueberry muffins or artificially made to smell that way, but it's not, you know what i mean? It's dope (no pun intended) anyway, as I'm soak in the effects I feel a creative spark. I feel motivated to do something but also relaxed and kinda like sluggish. it sorta softens the blow of depression but gives me acceptance. I do feel uplifted out of my funk but I feel like im floating in a new space between grief and acceptance.