My first experience smoking in probably 12 years. Went to the Dispensary here in San Diego and bought 1 g of Sativa, one of Indica and one hybrid. Decided to start with the Gelato.
Having to little or no Comprehension of the potency of modern marijuana, I smoked a whole bowl to myself. Good Lord. I could have taken one hit and been fine. The resulting experience wasn’t “bad” just incredibly intense. Brought up super intense emotional baggage, fears, doubts, which I could look at and process and let go. Very stoned, I texted myself, “ there is so much bullshit I carry around in my head that I can pack up like boxes and move out.”
I was waaay too stoned to be around other people and was totally overwhelmed for the first hour or so. Then I realize that I could just as easily shift my thoughts into beautiful affirmations and change my mood entirely. Which I did. Then I started listening to Led Zeppelin, which brought me to tears as I marveled at the beauty of human beings creating music to communicate with one another. I could see not only the actual music appearing as color and emotion, But also I was aware of the lives of the human beings who made the music and all of their experience that was bringing us together.
Later i started to journal and had some amazing insights into relationships in my life. I also texted myself, “ interactions with things illuminates me” which I found beautiful.
Overall my body felt very relaxed, heavy, soft, strange and foreign. For a long time I hardly moved.
Incredibly potent. But, of course, I am brand new to the effects of THC. Next time I will def start with a lower dose but this was an incredible, moving experience.