After dipping my nectar collector in a few times, the onset effects included a noticeable change to my breathing. I could feel my chest falling at a more normal rate. I felt calm enough to have outward thought. I am finally able to focus on outward stimuli instead of my anxiety.
My trembles have subsided. I usually shake all the time because I’m either nervous or my body is having a subconscious response to something.
It has great flavor, a very typical smell and taste of indica, earthy, musky, with a slight hint of pine towards the end.
It makes you feel tingly and slightly euphoric which really helps with PTSD symptoms (It almost sort of distracts me in a way and allows me to step out of my own head for a while.)
Hungry too. Will probably go eat Thanksgiving left overs soon.
Increased sense of touch. Everything feels just slightly more soft and comfortable. Which makes me feel more grounded.
Starting to feel more like a human being instead of a ball of stress.
I think this is a pretty good overall strain specifically for depression and PTSD. It even helps with my anxiety which is an entity of its own. If I use it during the day, I usually don’t feel too bogged down. I may yawn occasionally but its worth the trade off.